Okay guys I am so sorry for taking so long to update. Obviously, by my lack of excitement and enthusiasm the treatments did not take this time. Upside- my body did everything it was suppose to. It produced eggs, matured one, ovulated... the rest has been undetermined. The doctors can't say for sure but they believe we conceived it just didn't attach properly or not at all to my uterus. Damn stubborn thing! Like I said in my previous post that a healthy woman only has about a 25% chance of becoming pregnant in any given month. I sadly guess we weren't the lucky 25%. It was a very devastating moment- pregnancy test day and bam my period started. But it has been a few weeks and it still is upsetting to think about but we have are fortunate to have great landlords that are allowing us to skip September's rent. With that money we can afford to try the treatments again. We of coarse are paying them back monthly in increments starting the following months but we are very blest to have a such a great relationship with them. Without their help we would be looking at months until we could try again.So good news I have actually stared my provera- (the evil drug that makes me emotional and crazy) to start my period so we can start a new cycle. Today is day one of the medicine and I warned my coworkers to watch out but I'll try to be on my best behavior. :) It is hard because I feel emotions a lot more. So if I am sad or angry it feels like the world is ending. But John and I are both excited to be getting the opportunity to do this again.
So... povera for 10 days-just 9 more and then my period should start within 5 days and then as soon as it starts off to the doctors and the fun begins all over again. Hopefully my ovaries and eggs will listen this time! Staying positive!